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Kurt Hummel ([personal profile] likesboys) wrote2012-07-06 12:17 pm
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i swore i could feel you breathe, it was all so real to me

Part of the reason why Kurt enjoyed classic Hollywood films was definitely the portrayal of romance. Beneath all of the critiques that people liked to make in modern times about how problematic chivalry could be, Kurt just loved the idea of that level of consideration. Of being pampered for a time, shielded for a time, liked the idea of little touches and subtler ways of asking permission. Loved the aesthetic of it, the image of two people walking a step slower than the rest, closer than the rest, the world halting around them as they headed down a busy street. He loved the way that the romance could often be the center of the picture, no need for action, no need for explosions or giant, dystopian societies. Just two people gravitating towards one another in a world which stopped for no one.

It felt true to life, perhaps. Understated and intimate.

In Darrow, he's made sure to set aside plenty of evenings to share such stories with Blaine. Not every night has to be a date night, with the both of them heading towards the swankier restaurants in town — no, sometimes evenings are best kept casual between the two of them, both having gone their own way for the majority of the day, then coming back together to share their experiences, murmured stories rising above the volume of the television. Oftentimes, they start while seated primly on their own cushions, but only manage to meld together over time, hands intertwined and feet bumping against one another — sometimes purposefully, sometimes by accident. Perhaps more than anything else, Kurt likes it when they rest their heads on one another's shoulders, close enough to press a kiss at a second's notice, or to share whispers in close confidence. Today, he's the one who's taken up space on Blaine's shoulder, nudging his nose occasionally against the line of Blaine's jaw, planting a kiss there when Breakfast at Tiffany's reaches one of its slower scenes.

What he might love most about these films now, Kurt thinks, is the fact that he doesn't have to sigh in longing when they reach their end. Not anymore. Not when he has the real thing by his side, day after day. The fact that they'll probably be taking the next step in only a matter of hours thrums through his chest, skin tingling with excitement. But for now, Kurt keeps his kisses light, chaste, never wanting to pressure Blaine. After all, they have plenty of time.
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[personal profile] thewarbler 2012-07-06 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
If Blaine is perfectly honest, he would admit that he's been able to think of little else but this night for days now. At the moment, it's just like nearly every other night. Warm and comfortable and casual. They had dinner an hour or so ago and have spent the minutes since curled up on the couch watching Breakfast at Tiffany's for about the hundredth time. Kurt's resting against Blaine's shoulder and occasionally they'll both stop watching long enough to share another story about their day or simply pause long enough to share a light, chaste kiss.

And, as lovely and warm as it all is, Blaine can't deny the increasing anticipation winding warm in his gut.

They'd set a date weeks ago, shortly after their afternoon in the sex shop. At the time, two weeks hadn't felt like all that long and since then they've certainly still shared heated kisses and lingering touches and more than a dozen blowjobs. Each time has only made Blaine want more, want it sooner even if he's known, somewhere in the back of his mind, that he needs to make sure he's definitely ready.

And he is. He's ready. He's ready now.

The DVDs he'd picked up had helped to some degree though Blaine's sure he's still far, far less experienced in this than Kurt. He has an idea of some of the things he'd liked to try and definitely has a better idea now of how to go about it all.

More than anything, he wants to speed the clock up a few hours. But he's forcing himself to stay patient. Or trying.

He hums softly when Kurt turns his head to nudge another light kiss, his own lips parting briefly to get a better taste before he nudges their noses lightly on a shaky exhale. He's already half hard, has been for what feels like hours and he's starting to think he won't be able to last if they ever make it to midnight.

Pulling away a little, Blaine presses a faint kiss to Kurt's cheek as he rises to his feet. He suddenly desperately needs to walk off some of the pent-up energy. "Do you want something to drink?"
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[personal profile] thewarbler 2012-07-06 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Kurt's arms wrap around him from behind as Blaine makes it halfway to the kitchen and he can't help but laugh a little, his hands resting on Kurt's forearms as they walk. As difficult as it is to stretch this out, every little touch of Kurt's hand intensifying the want under his skin, Blaine still can't help but welcome it. It feels too good to push away. Always. Kurt's warmth is addicting; Blaine can never quite get enough.

"No, not at all," he says quickly, pausing long enough to turn his head with a grin, pressing a kiss to the high point of Kurt's cheek. "I'm just really thirsty."

And it's not even a lie. All this wanting, all this low-burning arousal, has made his mouth incredibly dry. His only hope is that Kurt won't see that as any kind of tip-off to how desperate he's getting.
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[personal profile] thewarbler 2012-07-07 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Even after the many, many weeks they've spent here learning each other's bodies, Blaine's still constantly surprised by how well they fit together. And in so many different ways. Kurt's arms wind smoothly around his middle, hips slotting into place as Kurt pulls Blaine back against him. With a low, pleased hum, Blaine sinks into the embrace, hips arching back gently as he pulls a glass down from the cupboard.

"Warm milk? Really?" Blaine replies with a low chuckle. It isn't the first time Kurt's mentioned that particular sleep aid, though Blaine never finds it anything short of amusing. With another slow roll of his hips, Blaine glances back over his shoulder, lips curling into a slow grin as the anticipation in his belly winds tighter. "If we're going to bed, I really don't want to sleep any time soon."
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[personal profile] thewarbler 2012-07-07 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
This isn't the first time they've rocked against each other like this, Kurt pressed along his back and Blaine arching against him. But it feels more intense now than it ever has before, a promise hovering in the air that's never really been there before. Setting the class on the counter, Blaine lifts both hands to Kurt's forearms, feeling along smooth, warm skin as he rolls his hips again, no longer caring if he maybe comes off a little desperate.

"Yeah?" he asks, his voice pitched a little lower and a little breathless, head still turned to look at Kurt, making out the fall of his eyelashes and the slight flush of red to his cheeks. "What's that?"
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[personal profile] thewarbler 2012-07-07 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Blaine makes a soft unf sound when Kurt presses him fully against the counter, one hand dropping to help catch his weight as he rocks back instinctively, a rough breath shuddering through him as arousal tightens sharp in his belly. He can feel Kurt growing harder behind him, the line of his cock evident even through two layers of denim and he rocks a little harder, a little more insistently in silent encouragement.

"I want," he starts, cheeks flushing red with how achey he sounds already as he moves one hand back to grab at Kurt's hip, pulling him harder against him. Laughing faintly at himself, he groans again. "You know what i want, Kurt. I'm trying to wait. Like we talked about, but I can't. Want it so bad. Want you."
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[personal profile] thewarbler 2012-07-07 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm- I'm ready," Blaine says, quiet but insistent even as he feels himself shake a little under the soft, gentle touch of Kurt's fingers. "I'm ready. Keep thinking about it. All the time. All the time."

And that's probably a little more desperate than Kurt's likely comfortable with so Blaine tries to make him forget it, pushing himself away from the counter enough to spin around in Kurt's arms, his hands settling low on Kurt's hips as he yanks him forward and presses their mouths together. It's a heated, hungry kiss, Blaine shoving his tongue between Kurt's parted lips with little preamble, groaning as the want under his skin flares bright-hot. "Please," he murmurs between one kiss and the next, biting lightly at Kurt's plush bottom lip as he slips a hand under Kurt's shirt, palming up his side. "Please, Kurt. Want. Want it all. Want to feel you- feel you everywhere." Lifting his other hand, he sinks his fingers into Kurt's thick hair, holding him in place and tilting his head just so as he licks and bites and tongue's Kurt's lips. "Want to know what it's like. I've- I've practiced. A little. And I can make it good, I promise. I'll make it so, so good."
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[personal profile] thewarbler 2012-07-08 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
Kurt melts against him instantly, meeting each kiss as well as he can until they find their rhythm, the one they've learned to perfect over time, the slip and slide of lips on lips and tangled tongues. Groaning, Blaine grabs at the fabric of Kurt's shirt, tugging it upward with two tight fists and whimpering as Kurt ruts against him in turn, cock hard against his pelvis.

He finally breaks the kiss with a gasp for air, wet lips trailing across Kurt's cheek before Kurt speaks again.

"You- what? Really?" he asks, somehow surprised though he knows he really shouldn't be. Because of course Kurt would think to do something like that. Of course he'd want to make it special.

The idea sends a whole new thrill down his spine and Blaine pulls Kurt in close again, letting out a soft, breathless little laugh. "That means I have to let you go, doesn't it? I'm not sure I can do that."
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[personal profile] thewarbler 2012-07-08 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Blaine sucks in a breath when Kurt pulls back, takes the moment to try and collect himself as his hands smooth up and down Kurt's sides, one slipping up beneath his shirt to feel warm, smooth skin at his fingertips. He tries to picture the apartment lit by dozens of candles, the warm sounds of music lilting through the air as he and Kurt make their way to a bed decorated in rose petals. And, okay, admittedly, Kurt hasn't said anything about rose petals, but still. He likes the whole idea of it. The warmth, the planning.

"What if we only light a few of them?" he asks, leaning in a bit to brush a bare kiss to Kurt's lips, lingering for a moment before he gives a gentle tug with his teeth. "Just in the bedroom? Because that sounds... really nice."

Plus, it will give them both something else to focus on for a minute and maybe it won't end too quickly. Blaine already feels set to burst and they haven't even started yet.
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[personal profile] thewarbler 2012-07-08 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
The touch of Kurt's hands against his cheeks makes him smile all the wider and he hums softly into the press of Kurt's lips, tongue flicking out for just a brief taste as his own hands smooth inward, feeling Kurt's chest through the thin layer of fabric.

"Definitely a win-win," he murmurs in full agreement before Kurt grabs his hand and tugs him toward the bedroom. He grabs the small packet of matches they have in the bathroom while Kurt finds the candles, meeting him again in the bedroom with a soft, almost sly grin. Maybe half a dozen should do it, he thinks, a few on either nightstand and maybe a couple on the dresser. "Want me to light them while you get the mix set up?" he asks, grinning as he wraps a hand around one of the candles in Kurt's hand. There's still a low-level thrum running through his whole body, the burn of anticipation, though it's a good deal less insistent than it had been only moments ago.
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[personal profile] thewarbler 2012-07-08 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well, that could be fun, too..." Blaine says, letting himself indulge in imagining that for a moment, in the idea of Kurt getting too impatient to wait any longer before stripping himself naked and stretching out on the bed, legs bent at the knee as he jerks himself off slow and purposeful, eyes locked on Blaine as Blaine sets out the last few candles, slowly bathing the room in a warm, amber glow.

God, Kurt's skin is going to look incredible in this light.

Quickly shoving the image aside before it gets the better of him, Blaine feels his cheeks flame red and he roughly clears his throat as he ducks away to get busy setting out the candles. He watches Kurt out the corner of his eye, humming softly as music begins to filter through the air. Another spike of heat floods through him when he recognizes the items Kurt pulls free of the nightstand and he fumbles with one of the candles for a moment before quickly righting it and setting it alight next to two others just like it.

Within minutes he has about eight candles lit and scattered across the room, each of them held strong so as to avoid any potential fire disaster, the flames flickering shadows across the wall. Blaine stops for a moment to pull in a deep breath as he reaches to turn off the light and lets the music wash over him. Quietly, he starts to sing along, his eyes locked on Kurt before stepping toward him as the music begins to swell, hand shaking a little as he reaches to press it to Kurt's chest, body still warm through the fabric and his heart beating just as fast as Blaine's.
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[personal profile] thewarbler 2012-07-09 01:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Blaine's fingers curl gently over the fabric of Kurt's shirt as Kurt guides them back to the bed, his eyes not leaving his boyfriend's face for even a second. He lets out a slow, shuddery breath as Kurt sits at the edge of the bed, lips trailing down Blaine's chest as his hands slip beneath the fabric of Blaine's shirt, the light touch making him shiver slightly before working on the button of his jeans.

"Ohhh," he breathes, a little shaky as he stares downward before lifting one hand to brush his fingers through Kurt's thick hair. He shivers again when Kurt's fingers trail down the center of his back, breath catching before melting into a soft, disappointed moan as Kurt pulls away to stretch out across the bed.

Taking a moment to blink back into clarity, Blaine's lips curl into a grin and he crawls onto the bed, mattress dipping under his weight as he rests a knee on either side of Kurt's hips. "Are you talking about me or you?" he asks, sliding his hands up under the bottom hem of Kurt's shirt, fingertips grazing over smooth, soft skin to trace along the line of his ribs. "I think maybe we should enforce a new rule. No more than a single layer for either of us while within these walls," he murmurs, ducking down to kiss along Kurt's chest, fabric warm against his lips.
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[personal profile] thewarbler 2012-07-09 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Kurt's every word seems to wind tight around Blaine's spine, warming him from the inside out. Or maybe Kurt's body heat is helping with that, warm as his skin is under Blaine's wandering palms. He grins downward, enjoying the idea of Kurt stripping down to nothing the second he gets home and wondering just how long that would take him given his many assorted items of clothing. They'd have to set a hamper in the front hall, maybe fit the closet with a set of dresser drawers.

His thoughts are momentarily derailed when he feels Kurt shoving at his shirt with a little more insistance and Blaine laughs a little as he pushes himself to sit up again, back arching as he pulls the fabric up over his head and tosses it aside. The air is still cool, though its warming up already thanks to the candles and Blaine drops forward again, weight held on one arm as he uses his other hand to start tugging at Kurt's buttons.

"I think we should also work on simplifying your wardrobe," he says with a grin, struggling with the top button before moving down to the second, his gaze flickering between his fingers and Kurt's eyes. "As much fun as it can be to unwrap you like the best Christmas present ever, there are times when I just get really, really impatient. And that could end badly."
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[personal profile] thewarbler 2012-07-09 06:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Blaine is quiet as Kurt speaks, focusing entirely on each button one by one, careful to not rip anything on accident as he eases the fabric up over Kurt's head, grinning as it leaves Kurt's hair sticking up a little in the back, adorable and sexy all at once. He can feel a zing of warmth in his blood as Kurt's tone drops a little, his words eliciting an immediate curious mental image as he lets Kurt's shirt fall to the floor.

"Enticing?" he echoes, eyes lowering to watch the way his hands smooth over Kurt's chest, the contrast of his dark hands against Kurt's pale, alabaster skin. "Enticing how?" He has ideas already. Ideas of Kurt in a pair of sheer underwear, the fabric stretched obscenely over his pretty cock. But he isn't sure if that's what Kurt means or not. And he definitely wants to know for certain.

With a groan, he arches his back to press his ass into Kurt's hands and turns his head to breath against Kurt's ear, tongue darting out briefly for a taste. "I really like the idea of tear-away clothes, by the way. Though it might not be the best idea to wear them in public. At least with me around." Giving Kurt's earlobe a light bite, Blaine smooths his hand down Kurt's chest to pinch at his nipple just as he rolls his hips forward, pressing his hard-on against Kurt's hip. "Could result in us both getting arrested."

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